melancholic journey part V

I like to talk on rezeki. I do believe my rezeki is the ONLY things that i can put in my mouth and churn in my stomach. Thats all. The rest belong to somebody else, wife, kids, parents, staffs, friends, relatives and even strangers. You must also believe in giving away/out your possession and in return God will give you more. Thats is the best investment thought by GOD.

Last few weeks while waiting for friend at RnR gambang @930pm, I was approached by two men of early twenties. They ask me to borrow $6. I ask why. Apparently they thot there were atm machine in the RnR. They were short of $6 for toll. I gave them $10 and ask them to keep the change. I know i was not conned. They were genuine young man struggling in life expectation and miscalculate their expense. I was happy and proud to help.

Now I am in the office. Its almost 6pm. I am waiting for a friend nak ajak minum. At 430pm i had miss oppurtunity to gain $5k in stock trading due to unprofesionalism of my remizer and my low skill in stock trading. I am not really on good mood.
What i want to share is what happened a moment ago. while in the office where everyone else has gone home, a supervisor come to see me. well i have to be carefull of what i said. never to decide as it may upset the manager. Obviously he came for reason. Most of the time money. He talked about his sick daughter. Now i remember he had one sick doughter with strange skin desease. We did collect some money around the office to help and apparently its not enough. He told me he went to many doctors even bomoh but to no avail. The only place missing is Kuantan Medical center, where so called all the highly paid specialist located. After 10 minutes listening to his predicament. I ask how can i help. He is a strong father. never look sad talking to me. He potray strenght, determination, gut and pure confident while talking. A father. A father kid adore to have. He said he like to go to KMC but have no resources left. I ask him how much? he said might be 1K.
Now, last weekend i collected rent for 1.5k. Usually, i deposited into my children education fund but not this time. there were always excuses not going to CDM.
When he said 1k I seluk my left pocket (where i kept my not suppose to belanja money) and gave him 1k. He simply burst. tears. weep. I was not proud of what i saw. Some people juz throw 1k for lavish items. some for entertainment. some juz for basuh kereta. some juz for shoes, shirt even for games. 1k is nothing for lots of people.
Let me tell you, 1k can make a father weep. Now, u think about it when u want to spend your 1k