melancholic journey part V

I like to talk on rezeki. I do believe my rezeki is the ONLY things that i can put in my mouth and churn in my stomach. Thats all. The rest belong to somebody else, wife, kids, parents, staffs, friends, relatives and even strangers. You must also believe in giving away/out your possession and in return God will give you more. Thats is the best investment thought by GOD.

Last few weeks while waiting for friend at RnR gambang @930pm, I was approached by two men of early twenties. They ask me to borrow $6. I ask why. Apparently they thot there were atm machine in the RnR. They were short of $6 for toll. I gave them $10 and ask them to keep the change. I know i was not conned. They were genuine young man struggling in life expectation and miscalculate their expense. I was happy and proud to help.

Now I am in the office. Its almost 6pm. I am waiting for a friend nak ajak minum. At 430pm i had miss oppurtunity to gain $5k in stock trading due to unprofesionalism of my remizer and my low skill in stock trading. I am not really on good mood.
What i want to share is what happened a moment ago. while in the office where everyone else has gone home, a supervisor come to see me. well i have to be carefull of what i said. never to decide as it may upset the manager. Obviously he came for reason. Most of the time money. He talked about his sick daughter. Now i remember he had one sick doughter with strange skin desease. We did collect some money around the office to help and apparently its not enough. He told me he went to many doctors even bomoh but to no avail. The only place missing is Kuantan Medical center, where so called all the highly paid specialist located. After 10 minutes listening to his predicament. I ask how can i help. He is a strong father. never look sad talking to me. He potray strenght, determination, gut and pure confident while talking. A father. A father kid adore to have. He said he like to go to KMC but have no resources left. I ask him how much? he said might be 1K.
Now, last weekend i collected rent for 1.5k. Usually, i deposited into my children education fund but not this time. there were always excuses not going to CDM.
When he said 1k I seluk my left pocket (where i kept my not suppose to belanja money) and gave him 1k. He simply burst. tears. weep. I was not proud of what i saw. Some people juz throw 1k for lavish items. some for entertainment. some juz for basuh kereta. some juz for shoes, shirt even for games. 1k is nothing for lots of people.
Let me tell you, 1k can make a father weep. Now, u think about it when u want to spend your 1k

Danok Shooting Trip

In the last video I shouted 'America...'. In the movie 'the other guy' Will Ferrer shouted 'america...' before he step on the gas and go wild chasing bandit. I love will ferrer. The most poyo guy. So, i shouted 'america..' in attempt to copy cat will ferrer action. The only different is mark wohberg was not around to say.' did u shout america!! man??' hehehhe....the other guy...

2011

Its already the fourth day of 2011. So far i had manage to add value in each day. I promised 1 value each day. Not a day shall passed me with procasination, sulking, frown face, rezek or agony or any frm of dissapointmnet. I shall smile eventhough it might take lots of practise. I am born with no smiling face. In the heart i smile yet lookng thru the mirror my face still frown. I have to smie harder to make sure my face translate what my heart feel. My daughter used to say "why said face papa?" of coz i said not sad i am happy. In fact i was happy. The face. Got t make the face listen.
I had never welcome new year with much anticipation like 2011. However, 2011 is one scary year. I have no confident in this year. Ofcoz i am talkng about business. My first day in the ofice i got my hand/palm wet. Never been this worry welcoming new year like this one. I plainly dont know. Am i becoming more mature? Sensible? Older? I that why i got worry? What about 00 01 02 03 04 05 06? They arent great. Yet i dnt recall having to worry welcoming them. I was indeferrent? Stupid? Dont think that much?
Maybe i realize i got more responsibility now? Kids growing up. Education expenses skyrocketting. Is it? Is it not?

Another Day in SIC

After the 2nd session with my RT i have no intention to come back. It was no fun to layan track with my RT. She could not lean that much. In fact i might rosakkan dia due to track power requirement. Then if i jatuh i figure out banyak belas ribu i kena fork out. Concluded not worth it.

However, this dato B is very persistent. He paid for my fees. So, hero pun terpanggilah untuk menyahut cabaran. Bulu, daha, hamka, zahidi and myself gesek sana gesek sani di SIC. Bulu's ms gesek stand and reyok gear level.
Pok Har still track king. Boy Racer

A day in SIC

It was my second trip to SIC. My 1st was with my rabbit. It was terrible outing. Being new with sport bike and no racing track experience make the trip was horrundes.

This trip was difference. I clock more km in riding experience. It was organize and partly sponsored by bmw malaysia. We had therotical class conducted by certified facilitators. The food was marveles especially the lamb.
It was all bmw affairs lead by 1000ss k13 and so on. Rt pun tak kalah. kita corner jugak. Of coz lah Pok Har lipat sana sini. Dia kan racer boy.

Abang

Abang seems happy in his new room and bed.
Today abang is no longer with us. He is now in boarding school. We miss him dearly. I miss him dearly. Its juz so quiet in the house. I got nobody to play football with. I hope abang will have good time. Abang will definitely grows to become an independent, smart, tough, confident, brave and cunning character. I dont like to be separated with abang but its for abang's own good. Abang wil become a great person. Abang already born papa's trait minus the bad one. My good side is all him.