Born Again

I am in Bintulu at the moment. Lousy food. Idling for 5hrs trap in hotel room. No appointment to attend no client to entertain. It has been so long not having the feeling. Marketing lapse. Hope tomorrow will be interesting. Going to Miri.
My friend and I trying to develope new product. Sell new products to be exact. Its marketing all over again for me. Born again. Part of me enjoying it. Fear of rejection is natural. Melancholic all over again. With all the experiences, hopefully we will cross the hurdles faster, make less enemy and prosper and prosper.
We are not chasing our dream yet, but definitely a step away from our passion. Wish us good luck.

Lost Soul (melancholic journey part II)

I'been thinking about the topic for quite sometimes. Thru the course of my journey i met lots of lost soul. So lost they dont even know how to stop. Nothing can put them to halt. They mundane thru their life ignorance of the purpose. Some come a bad root, few come from good one. I laugh with them. Meaningless laugh. I pity them. I thank God I am not one of them. But I wonder why they are lost? It always break my heart seeing these people. Beautiful, smart and energatic individual. I pray to God and I pray very hard to bless these lost soul with direction. Amin.

Shocking News!!

Its the news of the century. Shocking than Obama's. Some says shocking than the Baghdad air strike. Dato' A was appointed as the head tennis coach for the children of dato's dato's. Dato' A's flamboyant, stunning, no-nonsene and excellent reputation has give other international coaches a run for their money. Video clip by paparazzi below showed Dato' A grooming future Nadal and Sharapova or maybe Federer and Mirza? Other coaches around the world has make a study on dato' s approach base on the video clip. One of their findings is a technique called "papa...papa...dia pijok cicok..". They have no clues what that means. But they insist to and will find it out. One of them quoted "In next 10 years players from Malaysia will emerged. We in Europe and US need to buckle up or else we will be doomed." Dato' has sent the message around the world. The world acknowledged. Bravo.

Tioman Island

We went to Pulau Tioman for a retreat. It was a spontaneous decision. There was no proper planning . We love it that way. The element of surprise keeps our adrenaline pumping faster. Of coz Dato A tagged along. He is the master of ceremony. A great man. Dato' B? We always miss him.

We stayed at berjaya tioman resort. Oh yeah....it's the place for the affluent, the rich and the famous. Oh yeah we stayed there and we pretended to be the affluent, the rich and the famous. And we pretended well.

I am sorry about the picture arrangement. I tried many times to make proper and coherent yet failed. I guess the software guy has some grudge against me. ha ha.

Snorkeling. My first snorkeling experience was 18yrs ago in Pulau perhentian. I was perplexed, stunned and awe with the beauty of the coral. I snorkeled alone and kept floated with small rubber tube ( i cant swim) for many hours. I cant smell any danger. I was gutless back then.

Five years ago, i went to pulau tioman and redang. I notice i started to develop fear of the open sea. Coral and fish seems a bit scare me. Flashing of scary creature starts to creep in my mind while my head beneath the water surface. Heart pumping faster. Bad adrenaline run scattered. Not a good feeling.

This recent trip to pulau tioman, my fear getting stronger. I jump from the boat to the open sea and snorkel. But, not far from the boat. My wife went farther. Shut up dato' A! You are also no good 85KG muscle man. Snorkel not even 1inch farther than me.

The kid were terrified for the first one hour. Not wanting to get into the open sea. We try to convince them they should (possibly our muka also look a bit cemas). Well, after one hour the kids got their courage. They had a fantastic time.

Our next stop is Pulau Perhentian. Hope Dato'B will be with us.

Dr OE & Dr Dawood

I owe them everything. Their deeds to me will last for the rest of my life. They might not even know what they have done to me. The effect of their helps change my course of life. I wont be sitting here if not because of them. These two men i vow not to argue and dispute with. I lay my sword for them. I fight if they ask me to. My life worth nothing if my SOS was turned down by them. They are my gurus and saviours. Pisang emas dibawa belayar, Masak sebiji di atas peti, Hutang emas boleh di bayar, Hutang budi di bawa mati. I guess till death i will owe you guys. May our spirit of brotherhood be the guidance taking us to the place we never dream off. I vow to help as many people as possible. God have plan my life well. People help me in my critical time of my life. I need to return favors. It is destined.

family outing part II

This time was in Janda Baik. Located above genting sempah rest area. We were there for one lovely night. The drive took 90min from kuantan. We (wife, 5 kids and maid) were pack in my red golf gti. Ha ha ha. I was still meddling around 210km/hr on that LPT. Crazy me. Our usual family mover r/tax was expired. I calculated it is juz not feasible to renew it yet.

Our family mover. Juz came back renewing the r/tax. nak raya dah ni babe. r/tax mati june lepas. hahahaha..

The kids straight away enjoying themselves in the river. Me and dato' A were preparing the ba.b.q. a ah...Dato'A initiated the outing. It was a lovely evening. Datin Dr Nora ( dato'A spouse) was busy attending the their newborn baby. Congratulation to both of them.

Later that night i was attacked by diarrhoea. I am not sure whether something i ate or medication i took. Oh yea....I was confirmed as a diabetic patient that morning. Medication prescribed may interfere with my body causing diarrhoea. Anyway, it was a regular trip to the loo for me that night.

We plan to visit janda baik again. This time we planned to camp there. I am not sure when its going to happen but surely it will. Nature provide the ultimate site for family vacation. Trust me.

WrittinG

I conlcluded i have no talent in writtng though I have lots passion in it. It seems my reading does not help much my writting. Today, i seek my staff help to write a simple explanation email. It seems i cannot coherent my thought. So much in the mind but incapable to pen it down. I envy those who has the talent. I know few people around me has the gift. I simply envy them.